Friday, March 9, 2012

Fun While It Lasted...

Well, I am sad. I thought I had found my religion... and turns out... It's just not true. I spent 2 years of my life researching...and it's just not true. What a let down. I actually believed it was .. and soooo many other people still do. All it took, was one Sunday school that I was the teacher of 4 year olds and not just the assistant to get me started on this brand new journey...What's the reason behind this? Why did I believe? And that's not even the BIG question. The BIG question is... Where do I go from here????? I can't just pretend I still believe the church is true... and I certainly cannot go about helping program those cute little kids for even one more Sunday... How do I go about informing the teacher I have been assisting? The bishop? My new friends???.... Will they listen?? or will they be scared to?.. because this to them.. means the devil must have gotten to me...The programming starts at birth... They have every reason to believe they are right.. That's how the brain works... And this had to happen for a reason... and not just because I really did need them to help me get through a tough time.. it has to be more than that... Maybe I am to help set them free....

This family is a great place to start becoming informed:

Next... This guy taught in the LDS Church Education System for 14 years.. This is an interview with him and his wife.... It's 4 hours long.. and if you grew up in the LDS church.. you will want to watch the entire 4 hours.. I have only been a member for a little over a year.. and I was glued to this interview...




And then there is this lady...

And this one....

And if that's not enough... you can find plenty more on youtube....

P.S. Mormons are the nicest people I have ever met in my life... And why wouldn't they be.. they are programmed to be so... driven by fear and guilt... and of course... love of the Savior. They are awesome... Haven't met a single one that I didn't like.

P.P.S. Looking forward to my next obsession.....

December 10th, 2013

My next obsession was the world of unschooling!! I am going to be blogging about it soon. I just feel the need to update a little on this Mormon subject.... It's been a couple years since I lost my faith in the church being true. I lost my faith in Jesus being true soon after losing faith in the church. :(  But I got it back about a month ago!! And now I wanna go back to church!! I got my friend to pick me up some tithing slips.. And now I'm well on my way to keeping the word of wisdom. I don't know when I will go back to church..still pondering that one, but I have been studying daily. I have learned a lot about myself this year. I am probably never going to be given a Temple recommend and I am o.k. with that. I still want to attend church. The closest LDS church is just so far away right now. I am strongly hoping to move to Dallas. I will gladly go to church when I move. 
Also, I don't want this blog to be about my spirituality. I want it to be about my childrens' unique education. So, I will be deleting this post soon...whenever I start back super blogging. 

1 comment:

  1. Wow, I just read a July 8, 2011 comment of yours at another blog when you were still very LDS. For some reason after reading that comment I decided to check out your blog, and here I find that you seem to be LDS no longer.

    Wonder if you'd be interested in this:


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